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The losses, the lost and waiting to be found.

 2020. This year is something else. Before anything else, I am back here. What brought me here? I don't actually know. Maybe the death of my cousin? Or the end of an era at my workplace? Or just in general this year, because it's been quite harsh on a few people. Of course not everyone. Some found their passion, some were able to start anew and some continued doing them.  Since last year, the year I lost my mother, I stopped taking life so serious. 2019 taught me that nothing lasts forever, that plans are only plans, they don't need to push through - no matter how well prepared you are (so that's what you thought) This year the losses didn't stop.  I still wonder why my cousin had to leave earth so soon, so unpredictable. He had a bright future. Sad that his life ended after 22 years. Looking at our pictures, and our shared moments, it saddens me. Even though we were not as close as I am with my other cousin, we still had a special bond. I enjoyed his company. Losse...